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		<title>Ladyiolanthe: Created page with &quot; * Kolya doesn&#039;t really think that he can get anything done,... he just wants to make sure that people close to r are really keeping and    eye on her, and if I tell one of the b...&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Created page with &amp;quot; * Kolya doesn&amp;#039;t really think that he can get anything done,... he just wants to make sure that people close to r are really keeping and    eye on her, and if I tell one of the b...&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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* Kolya doesn&amp;#039;t really think that he can get anything done,... he just wants to make sure that people close to r are really keeping and &lt;br /&gt;
  eye on her, and if I tell one of the boys, surely, the other will get informed as well ;)&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally has rigged up a basket and found a basketball somewhere, and is shooting nets in some out-of-the-way courtyard of the castle.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya will try and catch up to Tally again, after their aborted river walk the other day&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Holy crap :o&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; *ponkponkponk*&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally dribbles before tossing. ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I haven&amp;#039;t seen anyone play basketball in , well, forever :o&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally looks around and smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; You forget I am a child of the eighties.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Want to play?&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally seems prepared to chest-pass the ball to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; man&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; it&amp;#039;s been a while&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t remember half the rules&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally grins and passes you the ball.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya will accept the pass though&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; At least I&amp;#039;m taller than you, that&amp;#039;s something ^-^&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; We have just about enough players for a real game, too.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally reminds you. Really, all we can do is shoot some baskets and try to steal the ball from one another. ;)&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya will mess around&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; (We do that for a while, have loads of fun, then stop for a break to drink some water, perhaps.)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; (with the ball ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; (indeed)&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally tosses you a towel.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya is not as altheltic or active astally... but he is tall ^-^&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; thanks.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Man, than was fun :o&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally grins again.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I eally haven&amp;#039;t done anything like that in forever.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya wipes off the sweat :p&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally takes a swig of ice-cold water from a container and then passes it to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; play much basketball in the desert?&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya grins&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally has hardly broken a sweat... used to more extreme heat than this, I guess. ^-^&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Not at all.  Would *you* want to try teaching a bunch of Bedouins in robes how to play?&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally &amp;#039;s yellow eyes are sparkling.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Oh, gofds, I&amp;#039;m getting flashbacks to really painful early 90&amp;#039;s movies &amp;gt;_&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; What, those dogs who play hockey and shit?  Man, mom used to force us to watch those all the time.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; thopse too&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; there was one about someone goign to teach... some African triebe... the really tall people with the neck hoops.  the Massai, &lt;br /&gt;
  maybe?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Why were there so many stupid movies about sports?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; There was?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I remember Jamaicans bobsledding, I think...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; ha ha!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Cool Runnings!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; There were a few stupid movies about pretty much anything, kicking around those days.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; well, yes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; But then there were things like Air Bud\&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Those disaster ones were always painful, don&amp;#039;t you think?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; and if many painful sequels.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; (its)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Especially with the Canadians toting themselves as God&amp;#039;s gift to Earth.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya grins&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Those frigging Canadians.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally winks.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; We&amp;#039;re unobtrusive ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; People like us :)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; also, we always made secret deals with the aliens&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally smiles. He&amp;#039;s Canadian too, by birth.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; those parts just never made it to screen :D&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally laughs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; You finished with that water?  You better have left some for me or I&amp;#039;ll beat you up.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I keep forgetting you&amp;#039;re not actually British.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; or British born, anyway&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally shrugs.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya passes you the water&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Dual citizenship means so much these days.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally takes another swig.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Ahhh!&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Up for another round?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Gimme a minute :p&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; siome of us don&amp;#039;t spend their days trapsing around the desert in million degree heat\&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; :P&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; actually...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Come down and visit, I&amp;#039;ll whip you into shape!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Hmm?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Oh, there was something I meant to talk to you about before you take off again.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Okay...&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally wonders what! :)&lt;br /&gt;
* Logging #changeling to &amp;#039;logs\#changeling.espernet.espernet.log&amp;#039;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Well, it&amp;#039;s your sister.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Oh?  She&amp;#039;s single, go for it.  ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; ha ha.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; No, that&amp;#039;s not it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; did you hear about my quest?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I might have...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; In exhaistive detail, actually...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; (exhaustive)&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally looks uncertain, though.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; well....  When Her majesty was ill, I went on a vision quest to mount snowdon.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; And I Saw, well, a lot of things.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods, listening. He&amp;#039;s very good at listening when you can get him to shut up.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; One of them was a vision about Emerald Fields, at least, and another one was about your sister, more directly&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Oh?&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya nods&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya will describe them both to you&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; (So, the one I gave you, and which other one?  o.O)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; (The one about hrachel being in a dark cloud and not being able to reach her)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; (okay, thanks)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; All right...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; This is strange for me...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; The first one is, wel, more obscure than these things usually are for me.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; especially for your family.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Rachel is pretty obscure.  Or is that obtuse?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; But maybe it&amp;#039;s because I don&amp;#039;t know her that well, or because I haven&amp;#039;t sopent that much time with her.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; anyway, they were both a bit worrying.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally scratches his jaw pensively.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; With her amajesty&amp;#039;s permission, I wrote Rachel about them&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; She sent me back a note saying that she knew what it was about, and she woudl take care of it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; But I feel... uneasy about that.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; ... Why?&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya looks throughful as he tried to think of how to explain.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I guess, I usually have more of a sense of closure about things, once they have passed.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally waits patiently, because he&amp;#039;s not sure what you want him to say yet.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Okay...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; So, you&amp;#039;re a little worried about Rachel.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; And i don&amp;#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; yes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m worried, but I don&amp;#039;t know what I can do about it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; She doesn&amp;#039;t particularly care for me, I don&amp;#039;t think, anand certainly not enough to confide in me if anything is the matter.\&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; and I&amp;#039;m *also* worruiied that if she thinks this is resolved and it *isn&amp;#039;t*, she might not be, I don&amp;#039;t know, alert enough?&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods hesitantly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I know that you guys are all pretty close, even if you are a bit scattered.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I was going to mention it to Aiden.... but, welll, pooka are renown for being able to get people to talk to them at least.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; So... you want me to try to convince her to revisit her visions?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Or what?&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally isn&amp;#039;t quite sure what you want him to *do*. Do you want me to talk to her, or tell you anything I might know already?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t really know.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I just want to make sure that there are other people watching out for her.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Well... it&amp;#039;s a little hard since I&amp;#039;d have to dig a hole through the Earth&amp;#039;s core to keep a good eye on her, and that might make me go blind...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; maybe talk to her, see if there is something going on.... or somethign we don&amp;#039;t already know about anyway.  things have been pretty stressful for the family lately, as you know.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; But I think the whole family knows something ain&amp;#039;t quite right with her, if that helps...  &lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Well... some.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I just don&amp;#039;t know what anyone is doing about it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; The problem is, she&amp;#039;s a prickly pear and proud as an oak.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I think she is determined to get through this herself, somehow...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; do you think she will?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; *ponkponkponk*&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally dribbles the ball briefly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know... she scares me a bit, sometimes.  &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; yeha.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;ve tried all sorts of things but nothing seems to work.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; She&amp;#039;s really kind of mixed up about our mother, and her grandparents, and herself.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya nods, although he isn&amp;#039;t *really* sure what you meant by that.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I think maybe she doesn&amp;#039;t really know quite where she fits in?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Well... that&amp;#039;s life, isn&amp;#039;t it?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; For some people, maybe...  ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; It seems like it, around here lately, anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya says, a bit cynically&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally glances at you, catching the cynical tone.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I think she has these really high expectations about everyone, including herself, that no one can live up to... &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; But I don&amp;#039;t really know...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t have a PhD in How Rachel&amp;#039;s Mind Works.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; But I don&amp;#039;t think it&amp;#039;s working quite... right, these days... something&amp;#039;s broken, anyway.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; *ponkponkponk*&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya nods&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s going to lead her somewhere bbad.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally seems sad talking about her.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; She knows it, too... I think.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; She&amp;#039;s slowly cutting herself off from everyone else.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; even you and Aidan?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally looks at you unhappily. It seems the answer is yes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Sorry :/&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I think she&amp;#039;s trying to make it... easier?  on us but she&amp;#039;s going about it all backasswards.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; yeha&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s like she&amp;#039;s shutting down.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya thinks of the bareness of her barony in his vision&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; She&amp;#039;s never found it easy, being what she is, you know?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; At the very least.....  she needs to realize that whatever is happening it *can&amp;#039;t* only affect her.\&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; it just can&amp;#039;t... won&amp;#039;t work that way.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya sighs&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I can only imagine how you feel about it... *I* find it frustrating, and I&amp;#039;m not even that close to her.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; She&amp;#039;s a bundle of conflicting emotions, that&amp;#039;s for sure...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; Well.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I was so happy for her when she got that job... but now I wish she had never taken it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I guess that killed the mood.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally shrugs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; yeah...  I wonder if things would have been any nbetter if she&amp;#039;d stayed here though?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Probably not.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I guess its moot.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; well.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s hard because I remember this free-spirited little girl... nothing bound her, she seemed to have no limitations. But now she is incapacitated.  Like a reverse chrysalis.  Like a butterfly becoming a caterpillar.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; I suddenly don&amp;#039;t feel like playing anymore.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally passes the ball back to you, looking very troubled.&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya catches it&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally picks up his towel and the water.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; sorry, man :/&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally shrugs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Are you going to stay here?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; here?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; like, now?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; (meaning the courtyard)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I was just lost in through for a minute&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Tally&amp;gt; Well, I&amp;#039;m probably not going to.&lt;br /&gt;
* Tally waves and wanders off.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Kolya&amp;gt; :/&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya waves&lt;br /&gt;
* Kolya will stay there for a bit to do some thinking&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>Ladyiolanthe</name></author>
		
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