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		<title>BalthCat at 13:54, 12 November 2014</title>
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		<title>Ladyiolanthe: Created page with &quot;* Hayley is meeting you for supper/tea as usual. You&#039;ve not seen much of her yet today, since she was out again now that the Church threat    is over (for now). * Hayley is weari...&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Created page with &amp;quot;* Hayley is meeting you for supper/tea as usual. You&amp;#039;ve not seen much of her yet today, since she was out again now that the Church threat    is over (for now). * Hayley is weari...&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;* Hayley is meeting you for supper/tea as usual. You&amp;#039;ve not seen much of her yet today, since she was out again now that the Church threat &lt;br /&gt;
  is over (for now).&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley is wearing a pale green dress, the colour of foxtail grasses before they turn purplish.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus is wearing a deep maroon floor-length leather coat with a high collar over a long black robe.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus comes in and sets down his scythe before shrugging the coat off onto a chair.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley &amp;#039;s hair is carefully arranged in an upward sweep, only to be released in a tumble of curls.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles happily.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley comes over to give you a kiss.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; How was your day?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Hello dear... &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Oh, allright.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It is far too warm, though.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, you northerners.  ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I thought the weather was lovely.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I am melting...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus sinks gracefully into a seat.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Melting?  :o&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; There&amp;#039;s some iced tea and some lemonade if you&amp;#039;d care for some.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Oh, that would be nice.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley pours a glass and brings it over to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Thank you...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus takes a drink.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You&amp;#039;re very welcome.  It wouldn&amp;#039;t do to have you melt into a blue and pink puddle on the floor... I&amp;#039;d be very sad.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well, it heartens me to know I would be missed.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; How was your day, then?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, it was good.  I went to visit my brothers; they&amp;#039;re doing well.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus nods...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I helped out a bit on the farm they&amp;#039;re staying at.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Very mundane.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s when I got back to the castle that things took a surprising turn... &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Oh?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I, um, I got a letter from Rachel.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; From Rachel?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus repeats, surprised.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus frowns somewhat uncertainly.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods, looking rather surprised herself.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well. That&amp;#039;s... nice....&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Unless a pooka is playing a trick on me and is a very good forger of handwriting and official seals...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; What did she have to say?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Not a whole lot.  It wasn&amp;#039;t a very long letter...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But she wrote that she feels she would like to speak with me.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; We&amp;#039;re invited to Emerald Fields, if you have the time...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I could arrange some...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; She says she can&amp;#039;t really justify coming back here so soon... she&amp;#039;s been delinquent in her duties there, she&amp;#039;s been away so much.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; So if you could, that would be good.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Allright...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus frowns again, looking distracted.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, thank you.  I appreciate it, and I&amp;#039;m sure she does too.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles slightly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ... When would you like to go?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, let me check my date book.  :P&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley teases.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I mean... Within the next few days? A week from now? What sort of time frame...?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley shrugs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; My schedule is pretty much free.  You&amp;#039;re the one who is in demand.  So perhaps it would be best for you to find out when you can &lt;br /&gt;
  safely leave the Kingdom for a few days, and we&amp;#039;ll take things from there. :)&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley suggests sensibly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; A few days?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; How long does she plan to talk to you?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Sure, if you think you can manage it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; O_o&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know if I can do that.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, perhaps a day then...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m not entirely sure how long she needs to speak with me.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Allright, well... I will see what I can do.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I guess I was also hoping to have time to see what Georgia is like and keep  you to myself.  ^-^&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But if you can&amp;#039;t swing it, I shall endure.  :)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It is hot and unpleasant. &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ¬_¬&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( I hate the Kingdom of WIllows )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, right.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles fondly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I guess it is more advantageous to come from a hot climate than a cold one... it&amp;#039;s easy enough to get warmer when one is cold, &lt;br /&gt;
  but not so easy to cool down when one is hot.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You should have grown up in a desert, then life would be much easier on you.  ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (Grown up in a desert, like me!)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I quite like the climate here.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Most of the time.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I find it chilly.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; What did you do today aside from wilt from the heat, or is it a state secret?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley teases.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks up as dinner is brought in by a handful of servants.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Oh, well&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus glances over the servants.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Nothing terribly interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods, uncertain whether it really was boring or whether you are unwilling to speak of it in front of the servants.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Ah well.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (Supper is a nice, refreshingly cool meal... salad and vichysoise or something.  :)  )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Have you made any progress with your research?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley asks once the servants have left.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Actually, it&amp;#039;s coming along quite well!&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus perks up at the mention of his work. :)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, yeah?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; The difficulty lies in that the theories are not easily tested...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley always like hearing him talk about his research. His intellect is one of the most attractive things about him for her. ;)&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; The models all seem to make sense...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; But in the end I often have to resort to omens and such to determine if my predictions are accurate...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And have you had any success with those?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Of course, one must be very certain that the omens themselves are reliable, which requires preparations of other cantrips...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; And so on.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It is very time consuming.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, you know that if there&amp;#039;s any assistance I could render you, you need only ask...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Still, I think I might be ready to make an attempt in the very near future...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Maybe even by the end of the month...!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, that soon?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well, I cannot say for certain.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; So, have you solved the riddle of what to use in place of the sidhe&amp;#039;s spirit?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I think so.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; What are you thinking of?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley asks curiously.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You must swear not to tell anyone...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; If this works, and it were to become known, well... There could be problematic consequences.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Janus, who would I tell?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus says, a trifle defensively.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley feels a bit apprehensive now.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, of course I wouldn&amp;#039;t betray your work to someone else.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s your intellectual property.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s the balefire, you see...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks surprised.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s so simple...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (Well, it&amp;#039;s better than killing babies or virgins, at least marginally.)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well... It isn&amp;#039;t really.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Anyhow, I&amp;#039;m sure you can see why we would not want the knowledge to be widespread.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It sounds like an interesting theory, for sure.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But I must admit I&amp;#039;m a bit concerned about the ramifications...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m not sure how I&amp;#039;d feel about being... bonded with balefire.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; What do you mean?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well... it&amp;#039;s sacred.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And what if the Dreaming is angered by this use?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And well...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s my freehold.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I can do with it as I please.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It won&amp;#039;t be harmed anyway...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Just a tiny sliver of flame.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; No one need ever know.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; The balefire is given into your keeping as a sacred trust for all the faerie folk under your protection...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Not just for you.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; There will be no appreciable difference!!&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus is frustrated that you don&amp;#039;t seem to be pleased with his plans.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, perhaps not.  But if I am concerned for you and for your land it&amp;#039;s only because I care for you so much.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley reminds you gently and perhaps a bit sadly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You don&amp;#039;t think I know what I&amp;#039;m doing.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I think you are extremely intelligent and that you research your studies throughly.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus toys with an empty teacup, frowning slightly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But... I admit that I am uncomfortable sometimes, when it comes to... challenging the Dreaming and perhaps going against its desire.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Because the Dreaming is just so big.  And it&amp;#039;s alive... and I don&amp;#039;t know what it will accept and what it will not accept.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; How is it any different than using Dreamcraft to impose one&amp;#039;s will upon it?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I have studied magic and the Dreaming for nearly two hundred years, and you are lecturing me about its nature?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Not lecturing you.  :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m just trying to express to you some fears I have, that&amp;#039;s all.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Don&amp;#039;t you trust me?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Yes, I trust you. &lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m just afraid.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well, there is nothing to fear.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I will be in full control of the situation.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Yes, Janus.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles wanly.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus sets the cup aside.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; If I start spewing out glamour like a balefire I guess that&amp;#039;ll be interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus is unamused.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;ll never be left alone...  nevers and everything fluttering around me all the time.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I have gone to considerable trouble for this enterprise.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I take it very seriously.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You do not seem to share my enthusiasm.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Janus...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I do find it interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I just... I&amp;#039;m old fashioned.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Do you not want me to do this?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Is that what you are avoiding saying?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I want to be with you, but I am afraid that the way it&amp;#039;s going to happen will just get us into more trouble.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And I just don&amp;#039;t know where it will end.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus &amp;#039;s eyes flash, then darken.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus opens his mouth to say something, then appears to think better of it, snapping his jaw shut again.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks at you pleadingly. She wishes you could stand in her shoes for a day. :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; If you want my permission to call your little friend...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus says lowly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley sighs. That&amp;#039;s not what she wanted.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; No...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I will eat iron filings before I make myself beholden to *them*.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I know you feel that way.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m caught between a rock and a hard place.  I love you so much, and I respect your opinion on the matter.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m just very frightened of crossing them again.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But perhaps they won&amp;#039;t care.  They didn&amp;#039;t care that you broke the curse.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You think they will punish you for accepting my gift instead of theirs?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Let them try!!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Would you rather *die* than entrust yourself to me?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( ...Again? )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Janus - no.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But will you please tell me what your Omens hint will happen if you bond me with balefire, when you know?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( I would have been wiser to tell you nothing. &amp;gt;:( )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Fine.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; As you wish.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus gets up from the table.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m going out.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley watches you stand.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I wish you would stay with me.  &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (I&amp;#039;m frightened and want you to hold me, even if you can&amp;#039;t convince me it will all turn out all right.  ;_; )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; That is what I am trying to accomplish.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I know.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus goes and sits by the window instead.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I have agreed to do it, haven&amp;#039;t I?  Even though I am frightened.  &lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s just the fear I needed to have addressed...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Before it got carried away.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; &amp;lt;q&amp;gt; It will be fine. I promise.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods, then gets up and moves towards you, kneeling on the floor and laying her head on your lap, as Rachel often did when she was a girl and scared or lonely.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley needs comforting. ;_;&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus absently strokes your hair.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley will move up onto the seat next to you if there&amp;#039;s room, once she knows she&amp;#039;s forgiven for nearly bringing up the ToD words again.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; &amp;lt;m&amp;gt; You shouldn&amp;#039;t sit on the floor...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley shrugs. She has slept on floors at the foot of your bed before, after all, back when she was still your &amp;#039;ward&amp;#039; in Oxford.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus gazes out the window.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley slips her arm around your waist and snuggles up to you, curling her legs up to her chest while leaning her head on your upper arm.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Are you happy here, being a prince and all? &lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley inquires curiously. He always seems a little melancholy so it is hard to tell. Sometimes one must just ask. ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (I also just want to be close to my beautiful Janus for a while...  :)  )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I like it here.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus says simply.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (empathy, he means it sincerely or is he being slightly evasive?)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (well, he does like Aberystwyth, if that&amp;#039;s what you mean)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (ok, he likes Aber, but how about being a prince?  ;D )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It is a beautiful place.  But are you enjoying being a prince, or is it something you think you might someday come to enjoy, even if you don&amp;#039;t right now?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus shrugs.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks up at you and smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; If there were one thing you don&amp;#039;t have right now but which would make you happier, what might it be?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley wonders if he&amp;#039;ll answer or be evasive again.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ... I don&amp;#039;t know.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Really?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus just doesn&amp;#039;t feel especially like chatting.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; What about you?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus turns it around.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Hey, I asked you first.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You&amp;#039;re the one who seems melancholy much of the time, which is why I ask.  I&amp;#039;m usually pretty chipper, aren&amp;#039;t I?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; So, obviously, I am pretty happy with what I have.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well... I am glad, then.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You just don&amp;#039;t feel like talking much right now, do you...  :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh well.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Would you like me to rub your shoulders or something?  That will keep me busy enough that I might stop pestering you for conversation.  ^-^&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I am fine...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well... If you really want to.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; :)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I wouldn&amp;#039;t have offered if I didn&amp;#039;t.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus seems to have been utterly drained of his earlier energy.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; :/&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You seem tired - would you like to lie down on the bed or one of the couches while I have my way with you?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Allright.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley smiles patiently.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus goes to lie down in your room, then.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus still seems largely distracted by his unspoken thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( No-one understands... no-one *appreciates* my work... except Anastasius. -_- )&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley ministers to him skillfully.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Janus... I&amp;#039;m sorry if I hurt you...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley says after a while, quietly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I love you.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s fine. I&amp;#039;m just tired.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Okay...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley finishes the massage, then encourages you to shift into a more comfortable position. She then cuddles you affectionately and comfortingly until you drift off or decide to get up do something while the evening is still young.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus will probably just sleep for a while.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley will watch you lovingly and eventually drift off herself, still cuddling you.&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>Ladyiolanthe</name></author>
		
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