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		<title>BalthCat at 13:46, 12 November 2014</title>
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		<title>Ladyiolanthe: Created page with &quot;* Hayley seeks Janus out, reluctant and resigned. * Janus is reading some book he found behind a bookcase. &lt;Janus&gt; . o O ( I forgot I even had this..&gt;! ) &lt;Hayley&gt; (in his study a...&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Created page with &amp;quot;* Hayley seeks Janus out, reluctant and resigned. * Janus is reading some book he found behind a bookcase. &amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( I forgot I even had this..&amp;gt;! ) &amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (in his study a...&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;* Hayley seeks Janus out, reluctant and resigned.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus is reading some book he found behind a bookcase.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( I forgot I even had this..&amp;gt;! )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (in his study as usual?)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (Hmmm... I wonder what book that is...  :o  )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (It doesn&amp;#039;t really matter)&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley taptaps on the door.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Yes?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus looks up.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Hi...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley sidles in.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Are you busy?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus sets the book down.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; No, not especially...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (Maybe he&amp;#039;s too busy and I can tell him another time - oh)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Okay.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I noticed that the shelf wasn&amp;#039;t sitting flush to the wall...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; And then I found this wedged behind it!&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley glances at the shelf in question, eager to be sidetracked.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Er, what&amp;#039;s that?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t think I&amp;#039;ve seen it in twenty years.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley peers at the book.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (&amp;quot;How to turn young girls into toads!&amp;quot;)&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley tries to see what book it is.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (I dunno... some book on Norse Runic Divination... written in some language you don&amp;#039;t recognize... )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (There are a bunch of runes on the cover; it looks old)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Oh, well... I&amp;#039;m glad you found it, I guess.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Oh yes...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Things like this are most difficult to replace :)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (I wonder what he&amp;#039;d say if I asked him to teach me how to read things like that so we might have a bit more common ground...)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; . o O (Well, no point asking until after I know what the future holds.)&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley runs a hand nervously through her curls.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Janus... I need to tell you something that is probably important.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ... Oh?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus mostly maintains an air of calm.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Well, maybe it isn&amp;#039;t important except in a certain way but I don&amp;#039;t want to wait to find out the hard way just how important it is.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ... Oh?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus raises his eyebrows.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley takes a deep breath.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus has a sinking sensation in the pit of his stomach.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s about Lord Vale...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley isn&amp;#039;t looking at him at the moment.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Really.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley nods, biting her lip.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus &amp;#039;s voice seems to grow distant.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; What about him?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; The time he came to the castle wasn&amp;#039;t the only time we ever met...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; He told me back then... that he could help me and he told me how to find him.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I see.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I didn&amp;#039;t go right away.  I went to Australia first, and then you came for me and I came home with you. But then things didn&amp;#039;t work out very well and I went to Ireland...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; &amp;lt;m&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t need to remind you of that...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( Things didn&amp;#039;t work out very well? You *left*. )&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley curses herself for a fool.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( I suppose... that *didn&amp;#039;t* work out very well now did it? )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Anyway... part of the reason I went to Ireland was - was because that&amp;#039;s where he said he&amp;#039;d be.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus thins his lips.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; How very interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And it&amp;#039;s not because I didn&amp;#039;t trust you to be able to - end the curse yourself.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Of course.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( Liar )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I do trust you.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks up at Janus when she says that.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; So that is why he wants to meet me.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You&amp;#039;re his pet project.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; How charming.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus picks up his book and snaps it shut.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley snaps her gaze down to the floor and winces as the book snaps shut.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; And you thought you would just... keep this association with some  Unseelie... possibly shadow court sorceror... your little secret.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley stands with shoulders stooped.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Until you thought that I might find out about it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Your honesty and trust... is truly touching.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus has his mother&amp;#039;s look as he slowly rises from his seat.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks up at Janus, genuine hurt reflected in her eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I didn&amp;#039;t leave it... though.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I came - I told you...&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley looks afraid and backs away from him slowly until she bumps into the wall behind her.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus crosses the room and slides the volume back onto the bookshelf.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Tell me Hayley. Why was Lord Vale so eager to help you, initially? What was in it for him?&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; &amp;lt;q&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know.  He thought the curse was interesting.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I know you&amp;#039;re angry... you&amp;#039;re right to be angry...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus keeps his back turned to her, as though examining the texts on the shelf.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley swallows.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But I didn&amp;#039;t want you to hear it from him first.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well, *that* certainly makes all the difference.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley winces again at the tone of his voice.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; &amp;lt;q&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;m sorry...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Just how many of us *do* you have working for you?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Are there more benevolent sorcerors out there I shuold expect to hear from in the near future?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s not like that... and no, it&amp;#039;s just you, you and him.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; So...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I must just have a nicer house.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus leans against the bookshelf, resting his head on his forearm.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley trots up behind Janus and turns him around.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; How dare you!&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley is all of a sudden very angry!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (you are stronger than me, right?)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (I certainly am)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (thought so)&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus is whirled.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus blinks in surprise.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; How DARE you imply that... that I&amp;#039;d be like that!&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley is angry and has tears in her eyes at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;ve been faithful to you since I&amp;#039;ve been here, in spite of half my soul screaming to be near Faren!&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus narrows his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; . o O ( faren, eh... )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; How dare you suggest that I&amp;#039;d *play* you like that, against Lord Vale!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I LOVE you, god damn it!  Every time I hurt you it sends daggers through me too.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus looks away.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley is losing control of her rage and it&amp;#039;s degenerating into angry tears.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Is that how you feel about me?  That I&amp;#039;m - just playing you to get things my way?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; That all this is a *lie*?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t know what to think.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I&amp;#039;ve told you already that the way I feel about you is *real*.  You said yourself that nothing else could hurt so much.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Well why didn&amp;#039;t you tell me about Anastasius, then?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus turns his head back and stares down at her.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Now I look like a *fool*!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Because I knew it would upset you.  Why tell you something that would hurt unless I *had* to say it.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Why do you look like a fool?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; *He* must certainly think I&amp;#039;m some kind of lovesick idiot, being led around on your little leash&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Meanwhile, you have him working on your problem all this time...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Obviously, he is aware of *my* work.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I haven&amp;#039;t seen him for a year.  how could he know about your work?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I certainly haven&amp;#039;t told him.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Someone did!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; He knows who you *are* and what you are capable of - who wouldn&amp;#039;t?  They only teach about you in all the histories!&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus brushes past her.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But if he knows the details about your research, it certainly isn&amp;#039;t from me.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; They certainly had better not be teaching about *this*!&lt;br /&gt;
*** Paint-It-Black has joined #changeling&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus slaps the case which holds the tome of blood magic.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t even know what you&amp;#039;re doing myself!&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t understand it in the slightest; I can&amp;#039;t read Runes. I have no Naming.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; You knew enough to be frightened.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I remember enough to be frightened.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; But I haven&amp;#039;t told him about what you&amp;#039;re doing.  Mostly I just talked like a foolish prating child about this man who I was desperately in love with andhow unhappy I was.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Which one?&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus says bitterly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; I didn&amp;#039;t know of Faren until last Beltaine.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley feels very tired all of a sudden. She lifts a hand to her forehead.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And then I knew it had started all over again and I ran...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; You came a few days later.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; And I have been with you since... you know that; Rook would have told you otherwise.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus looks down at the case, spreading his fingers out across the polished wood.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; ...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (brb bathroom)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (ok)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Paint-It-Black&amp;gt; (I wish this was an EiS week)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (hehe)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (Next week.  :)  )&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (back)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (ok)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; &amp;lt;w&amp;gt; Blood magic is wrong... according to the Tuatha de Danaan.  I wish there were another way, but they have wronged me, anyway - so why should I care any longer?  And maybe they only banned it because it made us... too much like them.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Probably.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus scowls.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; (ooh, I hates them tuatha)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Elanya&amp;gt; (hee hee hee, if only you knew &amp;gt;:D)&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It&amp;#039;s written into the Escheat, even... not to spill Faerie blood.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; It *is* dangerous... what if you cut too deep, lose too much?&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; I don&amp;#039;t care for preaching.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Janus&amp;gt; Leave me alone.&lt;br /&gt;
* Janus says tiredly, not looking up.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; Yes, Janus...&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; &amp;lt;w&amp;gt; I just meant that I am not so sure whether my fear is *of* you or whether it is of *losing you*.&lt;br /&gt;
* Hayley leaves as requested.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Hayley&amp;gt; (but not before touching him lightly on the shoulder.  :)  )&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
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